We are heartbroken. A baby probably started to implant but didn't go any further, which was why I got a faint positive and then nothing the last two days. Blood test confirmed it today.
We said this was our last time. We're trying to come to terms with that. Part of me wants, so badly, to max out every credit card we have and give it one more try. But we've done that. We actually just made the last payment on the attempt from five years ago. It's no fun making payments (for five long years) on something you never got.
This whole thing is so unfair.
makes me wanna punch God. Is that comment going to send me to hell? meh, add it to the list of reasons. I'm soooo sorry, I don't really know what to say that won't make things worse. Sympathies pile up in the worst way, don't they? I'm thinking of you both, and I hope you heal quickly. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteJill, you said exactly what I feel. This is exactly why I struggle with the concept of a god being. I'm not trying to make anyone think the way I do by saying that, just explaining why I am the way I am today.
ReplyDeleteYou're entitled to be exactly the way you are.
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