Too. Much. Internal. Confusion.

I have a big long entry started about the complicated blob of conflicting feelings that I become around the holidays, but it needs some tweaking and I'm not quite ready to post it.  Too much swirling around in my head and I'm trying to sort it out well enough to post.  Maybe I'll get there, maybe I won't.  But I feel that I owe the blog SOMETHING so here are some photos of recent events.